I am alone
A shell to find the answers
Why're the answers never there?
I'm lost, lost, lost
Don't drag me home
Left to cure this cancer
But the truth is that I'm scared
I'm lost, lost, lost
Thought I woke up fine today (really did)
Thought I had the time to pray (really didn't)
Then I realized I'm the one that the people pray too
Yeah, I'm the way
Not talking Kan to Ye after the Donda wake
This is real life, city's really D.O. a
The chips are all okay, not talking Frito-Lay
And that's poker talk, but I can't bluff this game
Listen up ya'll, you hear that?
That's the sound of my bad decisions
That's the sound of his intuition
That's the sound of this cold division
I can't rest, there's no intermissions
If I fail, then there's no revisions
Just lonely visions of a holy mission
With more collisions for the poor imprisoned
Give me hope, 'cause I'm lost
And your time is up
Body, soul and your mind corrupt
I can't save those that I can't trust
Look what it cost
Yeah, I might erupt
Got emotions that I can't tuck
It's the type of pain that you can't close shut because
I am alone
A shell to find the answers
Why're the answers never there?
I'm lost, lost, lost
Don't drag me home
Left to cure this cancer
But the truth is that I'm scared
I'm lost, lost, lost
Lost and alone, off on my own, topping the throne
From the lord of diminished
I've been so caught in my zone, robbed of my home
Chopped to the bone from the moment you finished
Let me tell you all about the profits I've blown
Let me tell you all about the opps that I know
If you knew the ominous, obvious, lobbyist
That were sent to stop me, you'd know why I roam
Imma leave it unknown
Just know that I hold you all close
One for All, but ya'll do the most
If I could, then I'd raise a toast
To the life we had before I went ghost
You gotta let me go so you can let me grow
And yeah, it's killing me, but I can't let that show
So I'll let them know there's a light that glows
In the darkest holes, yeah, we still got hope, but
I'm lost
Yeah, I'm over all the games
I don't care how much it costs
This is my cross
And I'll give it all I got
If I die, I'll die a boss, yeah
Everything you've burned fuels the anger I'll regret
I would say that I'll be fine, but I might just end up dead
I'm a ghost inside this city and the streets are painted red
All this anarchy designed just to get inside my head, now
I am alone
A shell to find the answers
Why're the answers never there?
I'm lost, lost, lost
Don't drag me home
Left to cure this cancer
But the truth is that I'm scared
I'm lost, lost, lost
Everything you've burned fuels the anger I'll regret
I would say that I'll be fine, but I might just end up dead
I'm a ghost inside this city and the streets are painted red
All this anarchy designed, I'm lost, lost, lost
I'd sacrifice myself, take a bullet to the head
Tango all the way to hell with the reaper in my bed
If it meant I'd save my family, if it meant I'd save my friends
I'm just waiting for the end, I'm lost, lost, lost
