Grey

You closed your eyes, a cold November night
You my lovely light of life, no more shining bright

As the autumn rain turned to bitter snow
I stood outside the world, with nowhere else to go

A thousand shades of grey
You erased my world that day
A thousand words to say
All lost in silence to fade away

Caring faces staring right at me
I can't stand their smothering empathy
Like maggots crawling upon rotten meat
A buffet of misery, all that you can eat

A thousand shades of grey
You erased my world that day
A thousand words to say
All lost in silence to fade away

A thousand shades of grey
A million moments passed away
A billion pieces of my heart
Spreading like ashes forever dark

You are not alone�
Your false sympathy makes me sick

You will get through�
There's no happy end to this life of shit

You must be strong�
As I put this rope around my neck

Time will heal�
The colors leave this broken wreck

A thousand shades of grey
My trail of tears ends here today

A thousand shades of grey
You erased my world that day
A thousand words to say
All lost in silence to fade away

A thousand shades of grey
A million moments passed away
A billion pieces of my heart
Spreading like ashes forever dark

No love, no light
Just shades of grey