Ugly Honest

Lately I've been empty on my worst days
I don't recognize myself, I'm someone else
Some days I feel terrible, unpresentable
Fighting with my mental health

I'll confess, I'll be ugly honest
With myself, for once, I guess

Sometimes I feel broken, beaten and worthless
Sometimes I don�t know how to deal with the pain
Honestly I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, I'm so lonely, I'm depressed but
I don�t have to be okay
For anybody else
I don't have to be okay

Lately I've been missing all my vices
All the things I wish I never had to quit, I feel like shit
I know nobody wants to hear me tell the truth
But it is what it is

Oh, I'll confess, I'll be ugly honest
With myself, for once, I guess

Sometimes I feel broken, beaten and worthless
Sometimes I don�t know how to deal with the pain
Honestly I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, I'm so lonely, I'm depressed, but
I don�t have to be okay

I�ll keep running from the darkness
Like my life depends on getting through this shit
I�ll keep running from the darkness
Like my life depends on getting through this shit

Sometimes I feel broken, beaten and worthless
Sometimes I don�t know how to deal with the pain
Honestly I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, I'm so lonely, I'm depressed, but
I don�t have to be okay
For anybody else

I�ll keep running from the darkness (for anybody else)
Like my life depends on getting through this shit (for anybody else)
I don't have to be okay
No, I don't have to be okay