I was a living soul just like the rest of you
A normal guy working nine to five
Keeping up with the bills because my mother was ill
I lost track of time
She lost her fucking mind
Eventually she died
I was broken and petrified
So I drank the medicine tonight
Bottoms up here�s to my shitty life
Where have all my morals gone?
Washed away with the bottle
How did this all go wrong (It all went wrong)
It wasn�t my intention but there�s no redemption
For those who take away the lives of innocent
I�m inebriated, I�m dangerous I can�t (I can�t live on)
So there�s one in the chamber just waiting for me to end it all
I drank my sorrows down and poisoned my soul to the core
I drove away that dreadful night, couldn�t take this life not anymore
Behind the wheel, the tunnel vision, I couldn�t see them
85 through the intersection
My sick transgression, I fucking killed him
I saw the blood, what had I done?
Where have all my morals gone?
Washed away with the bottle
How did this all go wrong (It all went wrong)
It wasn�t my intention but there�s no redemption
For those who take away the lives of innocent
I�m inebriated, I�m dangerous I can�t (I can�t live on)
So there�s one in the chamber just waiting for me to end it all
It�s come to this
A pen and paper, a loaded gun
I can�t live on another day with everything that I�ve done
Dark has taken all control
The accident had consequence, I took a father from his girl
And god can�t even save my soul
This life I live is barely living hollow man I have no feelings
Burn in fires down below
It�s just what I deserve cause I am evil and despicable
One shot ready to let go
I put my finger on the trigger
Life I want mine to be over
Where have all my morals gone?
Washed away with the bottle
How did this all go wrong (It all went wrong)
It wasn�t my intention but there�s no redemption
For those who take away the lives of innocent
I�m inebriated, I�m dangerous I can�t (I can�t live on)
So there�s one in the chamber just waiting for me to end it all
There�s one in the chamber
Waiting for me just to end it all
End it all
My mother is gone, so I guess I�ll just leave this is for whoever finds me
All I can really say is I�m sorry
I can�t live with myself with what I�ve done
I can�t take the guilt, and the pain, the emptiness
It�s all just too much
I�m hollow
I can�t take life anymore
