Love is not kisses, hugs, sharing fucking drugs
Presents on your birthday, pictures of making love
It�s dedication, trust and patience and compromise
Now do or die, ultimatums for you and I
I feel the vibe between us fading and I fucking hate it
I cut myself constantly I hate myself for creating
Pain within your heart and I�m thinking
This pistol's tempting to scream it out
To my demons get even within yourself
She�s crying she needs your help
And you�re selfish think �bout yourself
All these problems created
Extended from hate with self
And I hope that you wouldn�t leave
But the patience that you would need
Is the patience of several gods
Hanging on to my selfish please
And I�m sorry, you deserve better
I wanted more for you, you hanging on
You being strong and I want more for you
As long as you won�t, leave me in the end
We both can still pretend
That this life we live in is worth it I promise