Emptiness... Decay

Tonight I'll rinse out your mind
I'm sick of these empty conversations sucking me dry
It's time to break this cycle of pain and running through your flames
So I'll tie this commitment to my wrist
And let it penetrate my skin, as a reminder
Maybe I'll get lucky and forget your name
Every other attempt turned out the same
My back is so sore and scarred
From your lashings
So this is my solution
Looking down at your face under this winter water
After tonight the sky will turn blue again
Your body will be as blue as above
The black will drop down as rain over us all
Then "free" I will breath
Exhale the pain
Take out the pain in my ears
Those words you'd always say but never meant
The match is lit to burn the memories
And this rope is ready
to hang your beauty
I'm leaving you to decay