Birth Of The Pariah

Scatter the ashes
Ra' wach shager
Ruins of our lives
Salvation by fear.
The changing of the hands
Self annihilation
With every breath

I ingest a thousand razors into my chest
How could liberation and death coincide? ambivalent suicide
Behold the cosmic sadist
His veiled allure

The faceless henchman's baited breath
For the next miserable murder
Coerced into guidance
Rasha'yad and folly
This caustic coercion

Unwarranted conversions
In these arms is solitude
Mind and body revolt against my very nature
I face everything alone
A bent knee is a velvet noose

How long will I pray until you cut me loose?
The gallows are your gallery

Who is my indigent savior?
How long will the blind lead the blind?
How long will I sleep in oblivion?
When will sanity be mine?