Anesthesia (Unreleased)

I need some anesthesia

How can you love when you don�t love yourself at all?
�Cause I�ve been trying so hard
To find my way out of the depths of this hole that I�ve dug
Or have I gone too far?

Let me show you
I�ve been there too
I don�t know if I can get through (if I can get through)

Put me under
�Cause I can�t stand the pain
Lightening and thunder
It�s all that�s ever been

So make me count backwards from 10
I�ll be asleep by then
So put me under
I can�t stand the pain

I need some anesthesia
I need some anesthesia

How can you run when you don�t know what you�re running from?
No, I haven�t stopped
I�ve got scrapes, I�ve got cuts
�Cause sometimes I might beat myself up

So when it�s too much

Put me under
�Cause I can�t stand the pain
Lightening and thunder
It�s all that�s ever been

So make me count backwards from 10
I�ll be asleep by then
So put me under
�Cause I can�t stand the pain

10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5 seconds away
I�m 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 seconds away

Put me under
�Cause I can�t stand the pain
Lightening and thunder
It�s all that�s ever been

So make me count backwards from 10
I�ll be asleep by then
So put me under
�Cause I can�t stand the pain

I need some anesthesia (10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5 seconds away)
I need some anesthesia (I�m 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 seconds away)

10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5 seconds away
I�m 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 seconds away